Slowly but Surely

Slowly but surely
These feelings will fade
Along with the memories
That brought me pain

But thank you
For teaching me
What love could do
Even if it was never to be

I’ll see you later
Maybe in ten years time
I’ll write you a letter
A reunion of some kind

With a kiss on the cheek
A hug of goodbye
I watch her wave sweetly
At you who smiled

Slowly but surely
These feelings will fade
My heart sinks deeply
Along with my pain

———-
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[Short Story] She

You talk about the biggest catch in the sea. How she stayed with you even though you screwed up big time. How she was always there for you when you needed her emotional support.

You talk about your heartbreak. How she left because she could no longer stand your mixed messages. How she threw your things into your face with a note of thanks. How she crashed your world in all sorts of ways.

You talk about finding a new love. How she had the same thoughts as you. How she could catch your wavelength that not many could do. How she was there in your hardest times. How she comforted you in the way you wanted to.

You talk about being lonely. How she was not looking for love. How she wanted to focus on her responsibilities in life. How she brushed you off simply as a fling. How she hugged you a last goodbye leaving you to dust.

You talk about breaking down at home. How she caused you an emotional rollercoaster. How she watched you suffer in pain. How she threw the consequences you had to bear. 

You talk about everything. How she… How she… How she…

But where am I?

[Short Story] Secretly in Love

I was lying on my bed at 10.30pm, I had school the next day so I wanted to sleep early. Suddenly, I felt an urge to send a message to my crush, so I did. He didn’t reply to me after 10 minutes so I placed my phone on the table beside my bed and attempt to fall asleep.

An hour later, my phone’s screen lit up and I grabbed my phone to see a reply from my crush. Excitedly, I typed a response. We talked for about two hours but most of the time, I was just waiting for his reply. Getting the feeling I was being bothersome, I ended with a long message and a ‘goodnight’. He replied with a short message and I switched off my phone.

I kissed my phone before placing it on the table again. With a silly grin on my face, I tossed and turned on my bed, squealing as silent as I could. It would be nice to know if he feels the same. That’s impossible though.

Being in love feels great but I am just having my mini fantasy. It’s not real and I know it won’t be. Let me enjoy this moment as I continue to be crazily in love with you, in secret.

—end—

Based on a true story.

(Then again I was like 12, such cringe)

I wish

I wish
I was impulsive
I was direct
I was brave

I wish
I was impressive
I was pretty
I was cute

I wish
I wish
I wish

—end—

Confess before it’s too late. Even if there is a big chance of getting rejected.

Little I Knew

Little I knew
I like you
Kept on looking
Eyes not listening!

Little I knew
An arrow went phew
Kept on hurting
Heart not listening!

Little I knew
Dropped a stew
Kept on shaking
Hands not listening!

Little I knew
I love you
Kept on kissing
Lips not listening!

—end—

Yay for being inactive hahahaha!! Happy endings!!! This was made out of a wimp~

Thank You

It has been great
Meeting you and all
A wonderful memory
Yes indeed it was

But it felt short
Like only yesterday
We awkwardly greeted
With uncertainty

Ah, what a shame
I didn’t say it
A secret voice
Lingering inside

“You look handsome!
Only today though!”
“Same goes for you!
First time in a dress?”

Today I clap my hands
For a beautiful girl
In a fluffy white dress
Whom I barely knew

Oh well, now I can’t
Say those words
But I will say this:
Thank you

—end—
School started and I feel like dying T_T
I feel so stressed out since I have N levels this year. Not O levels but still very stress ok?!?!?!

So Near Yet So Far

My mouth opened slowly
I breathed in deeply
“Boom!” The fireworks said
“Sorry I didn’t hear you”
Ah, so near yet so far

I try it one more time
With more courage this time
“So you were here!” She said
“Coming! Let’s talk later”
Ah, so near yet so far

—end—

Would You Believe Me?

If I told you I loved you since I met you, would you believe me?

If I told you I cared about you the most, would you believe me?

If I told you she doesn’t really love you, would you believe me?

If I told you she never cared for you, would you believe me?

If I told you I will never ever leave you, would you believe me?

If I told you I never said all these because of love

Would you believe me?

—end—

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Personality of Envy

I’ll show you
A wonderful world
It’s a hundred percent
Definitely for you

I’ll make you
Someone great
An amazing feeling
This is just for you

I’ll let you
Understand this
Fantasy land
Created for you

I’ll keep you
Forever and ever
Inside crazy world
Simply cause of you

I’ll remember you
And it’ll go on
Lovely isn’t it
Destroying you

I’ll love you
Make you feel pain
Over something
Made up by me and you

—end—

PLEASE READ MY NOTE:D

Inspiration from CHESTER MAYNES!! I was looking over his blog and I saw a poetry that made me want to do a version of my own. In a more dark way.
I was thinking more like a perspective of envy itself like if it was a real person, how would it be like? How would it feel when it makes you envy other people.
I initially put jealous but envy is a stronger word for this strong emotions kind of poem.
Tell me what you think!!!!

******Thank you Chester Maynes for liking most of my poems! This is dedicated to you!****** (If I notice that you like or comment on a lot of my poems, I will write a poem dedicated to you, you can also request for a poem! I will tag your name.)