Deleting Memories (be like)

Deleting memories be like
Yeah I don’t remember the time
I broke down in front of the line
because words didn’t come out right
though I knew my order at the back of my mind

No cause deleting memories is like
Why was I so depressed to the point I
couldn’t function as a normal guy
where I completely lost sight
of how to use my body and fight
the ugly thoughts but instead I just cried

I just kept deleting memories like
they were some save game file
getting rid of my trauma left and right
so that I can’t remember how I died
and needed to reload in order to revive
because the game world was hard to survive

So like I’m deleting memories of my
entire life
just so I can function with a smile
without flashing memories of my nights
where my desire is to take my life
and deleting it with my memories cause like-